Master Of The Clit!'s Journal

10:38PM - wow

Looking back at me I see that I never really got it right. I never stopped to think of you. I'm always wrapped up in things i can not win. You are the antidote that gets me by something strong like a drug that got me high.

What i really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am. i never meant to be sold cold .

I never meant to be so cold to you. Im sorry about all the lies maybe in a different life you can see me stand an my own again cuz now I cant see me. You are the antidote that me by something strong like a drug that got me high.

what i really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am and i never meant to be so cold.

I never wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that i keep locked in side of me deep and it always seems to get through men. I never really wanted you to go theres so many things you should have known i guess for me ther is no out i never meant to be so cold.

what i really meant to say is im sorry for the way i am i never meant to be so cold.

Current mood: depressed

Current music: COLD-----CrossFade

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6:12PM

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its official the original asshole of all assholes has come back from the grave. I have finally completely snapped and lost it beware of those who cross my path.

Current mood: enraged

Current music: snap ur fingers snap ur neck

2:56AM

well its been awhile since i last posted but i thought u all sholud know that its my b=day in 4 days woopty doo.... the only thing i want is for someone to tell me they still love me, and you know who that someone is well gtg to bed lots of stuff to do 2morrow

Current mood: depressed

Current music: forever

12:34PM - please some one help me!!!!!!

does anyone know if any job is hiring that u might think i could be interested in. please if u know call me on my cell it would be the greatest help anyone could do for me. thank you. 857-829-1487 cell#

5:25PM - Whatever

if every word i said could make u laugh id talk forever. if every song i sang filled ur heart wit joy id sing forever. i just cant stop loving u. no matta what it takes i will always be waiting for u. I love u now and FOREVER.

Current mood: depressed

Current music: FOREVER

1:48AM - fuckity fuck fuck fuck

y is it when it rains it pours. i fucking hate my life it is so not worth living anymore. i love someone that doesnt want to be with me anymore. my family and i arent getting along anymore. i have no job on top of it all. i swear to god if something else happens i will start offing my self. any good suggestions. any one please?????

Current mood: irritated

Current music: saliva----always

1:49AM - retarted

did u know that it snows in houston texas inside of a dome stadium and this is in regards of one person.

Current mood: confused

Current music: numb-----linken park

2:00AM

well i finnally got to spend time with her today it felt sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo great to have her in my arms again.. i wish i could prove to her how much i love her but i dont know how... i wish i could show her how much i want to change but it is hard........ some one please help.

1:22AM

im nothing with my baby in my life!!!!!!! please come back!!!!!!

11:48PM

im gonna end up offing my self soon does anyone want to help?????

12:41AM

more and more im starting to find out who my true friends really are.. there is only a select few that i really trust any more i used to be able to trust alot of people but people like to turn there backs on me.... and i have a few questions to ask everyone............


have you ever lived my life?
spent a moment in my shoes?
if you haven't tell me y do
u judge me as you do?

have you ever woken wondering
if this would be your last day
on earth?
have you ever left ur house
unsure you would return?

have you ever seen a friend
get shot outside his favorite store?
have u ever seen a friend die
from drugs he never used before?

have you ever sat beneath the
stars hoping someone would hear?
have you ever seen ur friend drive
after too many beers?

have you ever considered suicide
as the only way?
have you ever tried to hide yourself
in the things you say?

have you ever wanted to protect
your friends and everyone in sight?
have u ever felt such pain that you
cry yourself too sleep?

have you ever lived my life??
spent a moment in my shoes??
if you haven't tell me YYYYYYYY
do u judge me like you do?????????????

and guess what the people im talking about
can go fuck them selves!!!!!!!!


and i will continue to post his until eveyone can answer my questions.........

3:47AM

Great Scot! You're 'Macbeth!'


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3:42AM

(Note: Thanks to Dark Mars for the image of Depp as
Lantz!)

You are Glen Lantz, Depp's debut
role. You're more or less a basic teenaged boy,
just trying to cope with daily life. You try to
be supportive and non-judgmental of your
girlfriend even when everyone seems to think
she's insane. You're the person everyone calls
when they have a problem they need to talk
over. Unfortunately, you're not much good
against Freddy Krueger, and you end up dead.


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5:43PM

I REALLY HATE THIS HOLIDAY......... people wonder why i hate this holiday but as u can see now why i hate this holiday.... every year nothing ever goes my way. the thing that i truly wanted with all my heart i didn't get. all i wanted was to be with her to hold her to be next to her to be able to say i love u to her but i cant. I TRULY HATE THIS FUCKING HOLIDAY WITH A PASSION.

Current mood: depressed

Current music: prong--- snap ur fingers snap ur neck